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.Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Today I finally find back myself..
After secondary school life,
I didn't ask or think of thing that is related to study..
Today I first time in poly life, I found engineering stuff interesting..
First time asked teacher so many question about the topic..

Operating system..
I find out how each of the scheduling algorithms work..
Scheduling algorithms such as..
(Non-preemptive First-come,First-served),
(Preemptive Shortest-Job-First)
and (Round Robin)
And I also learn how to draw a Gantt chart..
I start by trying to figure out how each number go into the table..
Thinking and thinking..
During this time..
I suddenly found that..
I am back to the time where Shang ying and I trying solve every single math problem..
This is really something good to be happy about..

Back home..
Eat sister cooked spaghetti..
First time she cook..
It's nice..
But it is nice not because of the cook but is the sauce..
Joking..

Wanting to have a happy life..
Finding hard to reach..
So far away..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 11:08 PM

.Monday, May 26, 2008

Not sure what I have done today..
Today is really monday blue..

In school today..
rushing out of tutorial room..
Band onto a girl..
and guess what she was using her handphone..
Saw her handphone fly and land on the land in pieces..
In a rush..
I told her..
Call me if she have to pay for repairing her phone..
I give her my handphone number..
and I went off..
Hoping that her phone is ok..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 10:01 PM

.Sunday, May 25, 2008

G-force member who saw this few day post..
But i think you guy wouldn't have the chance..
You guy may think that it is a fucking lie..
Seeing me happy every single day..
But you guy wouldn't know that all this is just a act..
Don't want to put my problem into you guy problem..

Whenever I told you guy I have a Girlfriend..
You guy first reaction is ask her out to show you guy..
Not that I don't want to show you guy..
Is just that I don't have the confident to bring her out..
A lot of thing low my confident..
A lot of thing cannot be define..

Walking alone back home..
from Qiang's house..

As usual..
You still can't get out..
learning to let go for don't know how many year..
But you this manage to find your way back..
whenever I am alone..
You will tend to appear in my mind..

what I do??
Running is one of the way..
Making myself tired..
Don't think about it..
Enough of all this sad thing..

Today went to Lot 1 with jocelyn..
she is as usual blur like don't what..
Meet xiao hui and evan at Lot 1..
she gossip with them..
On the way back..
saw Xiao Xuan..
She give me a weird face..
crap a lot..
Just got a scold from one of my close friend..

This how my life is..
Joke around..
Talk cock..
Trying to make everyone I meet happy..


Maybe you will stay in my heart forever..
Maybe you are really the only one..
that can make me remember..
A broken..
( " v " )
v
Unable to heal..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 10:58 PM

.Friday, May 23, 2008

Nothing in mind..
Just a people forever in mind..
off and on she will return..

Trying to leave a happier life..
Trying to smile every single day..
Trying to move on life without regret..
But life is full of regret..
regret not to tell you " . .... .!! "
regret not doing the best in everything..
regret not stopping you for saying that word..
regret not having you with me for the rest of my life..

It is so tire..
To move on life like this..

other than "REGRET"..
what I can still do..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 11:03 PM

.Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Today,
lot of thing come to mind..
Maybe is too free already..
That why think a lot of thing..
Friendship, relationship and more..

Think of how happy the life was when all of us were together..
All the past just happen to come back to my mind..
And all the unhappy past too..

Think of you again..
you just can't get out of my mind..
From the time you walk into my world..
You left a track in it..
It just can't be remove..

Just have a run..
Hope to put everything behind..
Not to think of it..

Just don't wish to make history repeat itself..
I shall leave you behind..
Wish that you will really be happy..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 11:20 PM

.Friday, May 16, 2008

Angry Thursday..

Got night class..
this is still ok..
what angry me is that teacher..
Lesson actually should end at 830pm..
Guess what that fucking teacher do..
He end the lesson at 930pm..
Asking us to do don't know what debugging thing..
do from 830pm to 930pm..
in the end he say he will not grade the lab..
Fuck right..
Stay for so long then he say no grade given..
Idiot..
Actually at 8pm i already finish the lab excerise..
But he don't want to let me hand in and go..
Then end up he told the whole class to do the debugging thing..
Is like the whole class not a single soul know how to do..
In the 1 hour..
He stare at us, we stare at the computer..
Doing nothing..
Wasting of time..


Let everything to be that precious..
Be part of my life..
Move with me in the melody..
..( V )..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 12:54 AM

.Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Busy Wednesday..
As usual go school..
Back home around 2plus..
Busy with all the project..

7pm..
This is where all the busy and fun part start..
RC activity-> Dialogue with MP(DR Maliki)
Moving around block to invite all the resident down..

8pm..
Start of the activity..
Resident give a lot of feedback and suggestion..
and of course complain..

One of the complain is about cat..
Resident complain many cat in the estate..
Then DR ask for suggestion as to how to reduce..
Some say just catch them away..
But on the other hand there are some cat lover say just leave them there..
and the cat lover will take good care of them and train them..
This cat problem is actually bring out by member during the meeting a lot of time already..

Another suggest is to build swimming complex near our area..
Guess what DR say..
He ask the resident how many kid she have and how old are they..
The resident reply was two kid, one girl and one boy both 20plus..
DR reply to her is ask either one of her kid to marry one of the Lacasa unit owner..
So she can use the swim pool there unlimited..
After all he say it a joke..
He say he have suggested a lot of time to build one here..
but the government told him that woodland swimming complex is already enough..

After all the talking all resident started to take food to eat..
This is where one of the "Singaporean Spirit" can be seen..
KiaSu Spirit..























































Memory of U & mi stop @ 10:41 PM

.Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Emo tuesday..
Presentation suck..
Long time never so nervous since secondary 3..
Speak also tongue lose control..
$0.32 say $3.20
14.8billion say 148billion..
Before presenting a lot thing for the presentation came in mind..
But during presentation all the thing gone..
This presentation sure die..

Heard the news of the earthquake at 四川。
So sad..
so many people die in that area.
Saw all the parent looking for their son or daughter in one of the school area..
some was crying when they saw their child body lie striaght at the ground..


Let have one day of silence for all the victim who die in the earthquake..
and let pray that more people get save..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 10:12 PM

.Monday, May 12, 2008

Today first day of the week..
Boring monday..
go school as usual..
10am reach school..
after school went to NOKIA CARE with Zhi Qiang..
Waited damn fucking long just to take one stupid phone..
the counter say cause behind is in a mess..
Stupid lo..
NOKIA CARE..
Where got care??
haha..
Back home after that..
750pm went down to RC to help out the house visit for two block..
Informing resident about this coming wednesday dialogue with DR Maliki..
Met a lot of weird resident..
Some close door, some saw us straight say no and some bang the door loudly..
After that went to shang ying house to take thing from him..
back home finally..

Tomorrow got to do a presentation again..
First time so unprepare for presentation..
I know thing of my presentation..
Cause today nite i then receive the presentation..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 11:51 PM

.Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I got something new today..
haha..
It is a new cute spectacles..

Having fun today in school..
haha..
Took Alvin $47..
And it now with Zhi Qiang..
actually is $97..
all because of Ben..
haha..
he give him back the $50 note..
he keep asking for the money from Zhi Qiang..
Zhi Qiang told him..
he pass the money to me..
I told him..
I pass to Siang Choong..
Siang Choong say is with Ben..
Ben say he pass it back to Zhi Qiang..
haha..
taking MRT home..
He kept ask where is the money until sebawang..
he thought that the money is really with Siang Choong..
he follow Siang Choong alight at sebawang..
haha..
when the MRT door is closing then he realize it is with Zhi Qiang..
haha..
but it too late the door close already..
haha..

Next time must be very careful with my wallet especially with them..
haha..

After that day..
You are back..
A broken promise..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 11:06 PM

.Sunday, May 04, 2008

The feeling is back..
Couldn’t control..
A broken promise..
Sad to say but it feel good..
By the way this promise was make long ago..
And now you have no right to stop me..
Just can’t stop..
At the start it not because of you I start drinking..
Is because today is a happy day..
Which is one of my brother birthday..
The feeling is so good drinking and singing..
One song after another..
As I sing along memory start to come back in my mind..
So long but yet memory can’t be remove..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 2:21 AM

.Friday, May 02, 2008

When will I find my true love??
多么渴望爱。。
How long do I need to wait for it to be back again??
每次都看到那道光芒。。
But it is very far from where it seem to be..
天啊！
难道我没资格爱人或被爱吗？？
I just need a true love..
That is what I need..


Memory of U & mi stop @ 1:20 AM